I want to scream at the top of my lungs that I AM DONE! I am done minding my p's and q's. I am done feeling guilty for shit I do and shit I don't do. I am done playing nice. I am going to pick my toys up and go home. I am now going to indulge my narcissistic side and for the first time in my life, publicly vent my thoughts and feelings. That's right...hold on to your pannies...I am unshackling my self-imposed chastity belt and unleashing my inner self onto an unsuspecting world.
I have spent my whole life trying to always do the "right thing." There are a multitude of reasons for my futile attempts at perfection. All reasons range from fucked-up parents who didn't love me like they should have to my own ingrained personality proscribed by my DNA code (note that the DNA code is inherited from parents and thus, their fault again). And every other reason in between. But no more. I will use this blog as a cathartic confessional. A kind of purge for my extremely up-tight and repressed Puritanical self. An opportunity to finally be heard. A chance to not be ignored. The potential prospect of finally ridding myself of unnecessary guilt and shame. Wish me luck.
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